Things I'm Excited About

Little random stuff, but at least things that I can say I'm excited about. I pulled my Beco out of the box today and was excited to try it out with a newborn. I'm a sucker for good baby gear. Pulling that out and having something to be excited about made me want to post about those things. I get sick of feeling sad and depressed and posting sad and depressing things all the time, so I feel like if I find something a little positive then I need to post it.
So here is my little list of happy that I focus on and try to grow as the weeks go by. Thinking about these things is sometimes what gets me through some of my sad moments. 

• Having a normal birthing center birth. My hospital birth experiences are rated at like a -10 right now. 0 for 2 there. 
• My new Beco baby carrier. Okay, all of my baby carriers.
• My Arm's Reach co-sleeper
• Holding a snuggly swaddled baby
• Having the motivation of having a baby to get Kaitlyn's current room finished and switching ours and Alex's room

Not so excited about picking out names. Nothing is really jumping out to us. Would love any suggestions for both boys and girls.
Also not so thrilled about my due date. 10 days after Isaac and Evan's angelversary. I don't know who would be excited about having a baby that close to that momentous one year mark of losing a child when all of those memories come rushing back to you.
*sigh* I'll deal with those things later I suppose.